I've juz realised dat other than myself, there is no one else.Looking at my 'empty' surroundings, I finally felt the spasms of loneliness whole heartedly. It is cold. It is dark. As I turn around scouting for companions, none came into view. Not a friend. Not even family. I feel like disappearing. I feel like leaving. I feel like nothing is worthy anymore. Not even my very own self.I am truly invisible....
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
Malaysia International Fashion Awards 2006
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shud i say dat i was plain lucky? or shud i say dat the opportunity juz came upon me? *shrugs* guess it's a little of both.yah, i was there late last nite. at the MIFA 2006 AFter Party. in connection with my firm, we were there to tabulate the votes the judges gave to the upcoming new designers. a rare opportunity i wud say. as auditors, we get to meet the judges face to face (...
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
The fickle minded me
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It was a real lousy day. Well, I made it lousy.I din noe wat I was doing. I agreed to 2 different parties that I'll turn up to 2 entirely different events. Both happening this weekend. Shit. Now that I've confirmed on both sides, I need to back out on one. And the one dat I backed out was the one that I first agreed. Guilt struck. I just gaf the first party an irresponsible impression. Someone who...
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Don't mess with us!
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Sis and I have this common liking when we dine at this particular cafe at leisure mall. I shall leave it to u all to guess the cafe dat I'm talking about. But each time we were there, the same frustrations occured and both sis and I have the same enjoyment of throwing our temper at the waiter and waitresses there.Hah!Just like dinner a few hrs ago. The place was full and the only table available was...
Little Taiwan @ SS15
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there was a gathering last nite. not much of a gathering oso la anyway. i see u all almost every other week. maybe it's different this week coz winnie's there. but still i was not in the mood to head all the way up to SS15. sorry girl if i made u think i had not wanted to meet up wif u.but i went up too anyway. yah, the soft hearted me. still, i dun get the logic of why i need to be there. from all...
REC Industrial Update/Group Dinner
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It's an annual thingy. REC wud haf this training/industry updates ( as they call it ) once a year to brief staffs on the new issues in the auditing line. This year's limelight was on the transition from MASB to FRSs in regards to public listed companies. We had ours this year at University Malaya. We booked Rumah University for the whole day. Around 140 ppl turned up. From partners to managers to...
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Last chances
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time and time again they were unspokenly given,as expected, they were not taken,somehow, a little hope still lay hidden,but after so long, even dat is broken,as the heart saddens,the mind made a hesitant decision,the finale to this piece has finally been chosen,pray dat there are no regrets for this acti...
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Sudden ill
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caught me unexpectedly. didnt know this was coming. there were no symptons wat so eva. all i did was went for lunch 2 days ago, went back to my work place still feeling fine, until 2 hrs later when my tummy started to churn and the next thing i knew i was running to the washroom to haf my lunch all thrown out. twice. gosh! my tummy was still churning by the time i left for home. lost all mood to work...
Saturday, November 4, 2006
Lion jumped
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Lion. aunt's pet dog. age 100 years (well, as equivalent to a human's life). jumped from the 1st floor balcony. landed with a thud on the front porch. guests gaped. aunt shocked. lion barked non stop. blood trickling down its head. its whole body shaking. uncle carried it into the kitchen. still barking. woundn't stay still. aunt got worried. it was sent to the vet. and it didnt come back.no la. not...
Thursday, November 2, 2006
Complimented
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a lot of sweet talkers in office lately. or they memang pun liddat. oni dat my realisation came abit later. hahaha. both guys n girls.was absent from office for a few weeks. got back in oni this week. with a new hairdo. *hint* so now u noe wat did i get complimented about. lolz. my spirits were lifted to the clouds. ye...