Lost in transition

I have been making up alot of things. Not to any one but to my own self. Yea. I'm lying to myself. Been making up excuses to console my insecurities. As I look around, at the people around me, at the going-ons happening each day, I don't know who I am. I don't know who I want to be. I don't know who I pretend to be. I don't know where I want to be. I don't know who I try to be.I have a hard time in...

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The winds of fate

It blows in all directions. You'd be surprise as to where it takes you. You'd be surprise as to where you've been. It blows you to heaven. It blows you to hell. You won't know when it's coming. You won't know when it leaves. You go with the flow naturally. Without you even knowing it. And how would you know right? You can't see the wind. There's no stopping it either, is there? This just crept up...

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Anger management

Arghhh...!!Was in a splendid mood this morning. Woke up feeling nice. Probably due to the brief chat with Dia the night before. Or maybe I had my head cleared on the same night as well. Got a clearer picture of things. Just thought that why choose to frown when I have the choice to cheer up. Got this quote of some mail someone sent me, "Forgiveness is giving up the right to hate you for hurting me"....

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Of being solitary

I hate being alone. I cannot stand the feeling of being invisible. That no one knows who you are or what you're doing or where your're at. I cannot go about my day without a companion by my side. There are certain people I need to see or hear each day in order for me to get going. I'll go nuts if I don't. But even to find that ONE person can be so hard. Not everyone can always be there for you. Not...

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Snapshots

Hmmm...yea, was kinda bored today. So I came up with these shots from the PD trip. Enj...

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Me? Cool?

A close friend told me just moments ago that I'm being too cool. I was like, "What? Come on la. For all the years that you've known me, did I ever acted cool towards you? Or towards anyone else for that matter?" Okay. I can be a little quiet at times. Yea. I can be a little lousy at striking up conversations. Alritez. I know I sucked at communicating. But that doesn't make a snob, rite? She went on...

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Unfocused

What do you do when you constantly have ALL of your friends on your mind? No matter for good or for bad.. Especially now when most of them are facing some sort of dilemmas and needed a shoulder to lean on. And as the person that you are, you just don't have the heart to leave them alone without some words of comforts and concerns. And some company.Your mind would be all about them and little did you...

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The surprise

Not just only one. Alot. In just a short period of time. The passing week has been a 'heavy' one. All of sudden, so many things emerged. So many phone calls were made. So many news to be digested. So many feelings to be cared for. Our initially fun and crazy circle is gradually turning into a messy one. Still fun and crazy. But a whole lot messier than I thought. Indiscribable. Surprises. Surprises....

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Port Dickson break

Well, not exactly a view of the beach. But there's still an element of water in it. So, I guess it still counts la. That's the pool at Tiara Beach Resort. With an artificial waterfall. And it is at this area where I snapped this picture did I spent most of the nite chatting with a pal. Just the 2 of us. Cool huh? Another nut case outing. It has been a norm with these few people...

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