Fireworks

I ditched my team in office and went out to Putrajaya to catch the fireworks display while they were working their heads off to meet the deadline in the coming week. What a 'team player' I turned out to be. No doubt, had been feeling guilty about it but I definitely didn't regret doing so. Hah! Yea. I was glad I went.

The display was really breathtaking. With team Italy on the line last night. The convention centre was swarming with poeple. Of all ages. Of all races. My view was rather blocked by some big burly guys in the front. But I still managed to catch the full view through tip toeing and peeking through here and there.

It was a musical fireworks competition. And last night was a romantic one. You know. With sentimental Italian music playing while watching meteor like fireworks showering down on you. Not to mention they had this something like twinkling stars and love shaped ones. And full of vibrant colours. Awwww! How I wish someone would just propose to me at that very moment. Hehe. But it's hard to describe in words. You need to be there in person to feel it yourself. The feeling is just different.

And after that, someone felt like going on the ferris wheel. So, we walked all the way to the fun fair that they had there. Putrajaya is really damn huge. We walked like forever just to get to the fun fair. Not only that. We couldn't find the exact way in. So we went through the lalangs, crossed some muddy area and jumped over some longkang just to get there. How adventurous. Someone fell. Someone got soaked with water. And we laughed all the way.

Fun fair was rather boring. Usual rides. But way expensive. Just for the fun of it, we went for the bumper car ride. Very bumpy. Very aggressive. Hurt my knee in it. All ganas people. Sigh. Releasing stress I guess. Hah!

Then went for supper. Till like 3.30 in the morning. Surprisingly, my dad didn't rush me home. So I took the opportunity to stay longer. Notti me. It was definitely a worth going outing. The guilty part subsided when I got back from it. Fine. I shall work more in the coming week la then. Just to make up for the little guiltyness that remained.

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Feeling contented

Too many times that we look at things that we didn't own that we fail to see the things that we actually do.

I have been foolish. I have been looking at my misfortunes so much that I fail to realise the riches that I have. Until something snapped in me that I should feel contented. Indeed I should. When I compare myself to some others, yea, I definitely should feel contented. Well, I don't deny that twist and turns do come come up in life at some point in time. Situations that will make you wished that you were someone else. Someone better.

I have those days as well. You wouldn't want to know how bad it got. Till a point where you really felt that you've got no where to turn to. And that you are lost in a place that you don't really know where.

I guess those days are gone, for the mean time. A sudden realisation got me back on track. I do have some things that others don't. I don't mean to show off but I do feel proud. It make me...me. And I feel lucky to have them. Yea.

At least, that's what I'm feeling right now.

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Disappointments

When your hopes and expectations and desires are failed, that's the worst feeling that you could get. Especially when it comes from someone that mattered a lot. Some one close. It's bad enough to be disappointed, it'll be far worst if you're the one disappointing others. When some one puts faith and hope in you, the last thing you'd want to do is to crush them all. I guess you won't have the heart to even think about it.

Once bitten, twice shy. Never let history repeat itself. Especially if it was a rotten one. I've had my fair share. Sometimes without me realising it. Disappointment is sort of a horrible word. If you know what I mean. But it flashes around everyone's life at one point or the other. You can't escape from it. All you can do is maybe to minimise it's impact. To forgive and to forget. Or rather to give up.

I shall try not to be the cause of it. Who likes to be disappoinetd anyway?

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Rush job

Just look at the clock. Yeap. 3 am. On a Friday morning. Guess what? I am still in office. Lets just say that I am going to hit working 24 hours in a day. What am I still doing here? Well, rush job. Big boss wants to see the results when the sky brightens eventually. Surprisingly, I can still manage to work out my part well enough. Even though I'm practically stoned at the moment. Seeing stars already. I wonder how the hell am I going to get myself back home later. And how the hell more am I going to come back to work later during the day. Lets see if I can do magic tomorrow. I mean, later today.

It has been a tiring week as well. Been travelling to Banting continuosly for the past 4 days. To and fro every single day. And for those that do not know where Banting is, it's some where near Klang. Or rather, before you reach Klang. Around 80 km from home. Another 30 km from KLIA. I now am able to direct you on which ever route you would like to use to get there. Which is the nearest way. Which is the cheapest way. Which is the jam-free way. Done enough 'experiments' to last me an experience. Generally, there's nothing much you get to do there other than the frequent sights of air planes and acres and acres of palm oils. And tonnes of heavy lorries speeding in and out of the trunk roads. Yea, lama-kelamaan, you'll see me hitting 130 km/hr on a 90 km/hr zone.

I am seriously very tired. I might crash right through the next day. Why did I put so much effort in work hah?

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