My fault

I got hurt. My fault.I felt scared, no one around. My fault. I asked for help. My fault. I tried to protect myself. My fault.I needed a little love and attention. My fault. I got 'lost'. My fault.I listened to my heart. My fault.I went to make myself feel better. My fault.I tried to handle things on my own. My fault.I'm a person of a few words. My fault.I threw a little tantrum. My fault.I made certain...

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Bahasa berbunga

I've always been very fond of the English language. English has always been my favourite subject in school. Essays. Stories. Literatures. Poems. I like the way the language could be blended to create something new. It's sort of an art, you know. To play around with words and phrases. I am fascinated with how one word could bring so many different meanings and how so many other words could mean the...

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Demands

It's not to the point of out-of-breath yet, but it's still a little suffocating. Being 'crushed'. Like an invisible stone placed on top of you. The demands of people. It's tiring, it's frustrating and it's confusing. You get all messed up till you have no idea what it is you wanted to do anymore. Man, I'm only one person. How much do you expect?First and foremost, there is work. It takes up 98% of...

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Farewell Pinkie

"Hi, are you Fui? I'm Sharon. The seniors are looking for you." Those were the first words she said to me. I could still remember. I was in the library. She was a newly joined staff as well. Since both of us were new and knew practically no one in a new environment, we clicked and hit it off right away. We became real close as colleagues. She's a chatterbox. She talks a real lot....

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Paintball

Went for my first ever paintball game yesterday. With a bunch of people that I've never met. Well, what ever. I'm more into the game anyway.We went to the one in Subang Jaya, namely TT Sports Park. It was in the Malaysia Book of Records for the largest paintball arena. Honestly, to me, it wasn't really that large. Yea. True they have a few "battlegrounds", but they are all of average sizes. Probably...

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Does everything lasts?

Just how long does everything lasts?I was caught in a jam one morning and it dawned upon me that the answer is NOTHING! Ain't that the fact? Things you possessed currently might no longer be yours in time to come. This includes your family, your friends, your career, your health, your wealth, your beauty, etc etc.Nothing is forever. They might lasts for a substantial period of your life but they certainly...

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2008

Nothing grand. No mood to usher the new year. No fancy count downs. No special arrangements. Was suppose to have one, I think. No idea what happened to it in the end. Didn't bother to know. So, my eve was spent with a close friend down at a nearby cafe for a drink and some talk. That's it. 2007 has gone. As with all other people, the past year has its ups and downs. More ups than downs la. At least,...

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