Christmas

It's the same kind of songs each year. But it brings a different type of feeling each time. I forgot since how long ago dat my every xmas has been spent with frens. U noe, youngsters, it'll be odd to juz stay at home. We need to go some wer or do something to celebrate the season. Wierd. I dun actually celebrate xmas. But there seems to be a need to. U juz got to, u noe? Whether u are a Christian or not.

I remembered those first few years was with dear segarians. Some one will definitely have a xmas open house and there we go. One whole bunch of us making noise. Or it wud be a countdown some wer or a more laid back mamak session watching fireworks. It was cool and I felt warmth. I was with ppl dat I treasure. Ppl dat has been there for a big portion of my life. And I loved every moment of it. Wat else more cud I asked for?

But as segarians drifted, I was kinda swept to another group. One dat came into my life juz a mere 2 yrs back. It was during xmas. At a high chilling place, our friendship bloomed. From acquiantances, we turned to really close close frens. Frens dat u cud actually pour ur heart out to. We are more like a family now. Xmas marks a different date as well. It's our friendship anniversary. Since we've been spending a straight 2 years together. This will be our third. And I'm anticipating to seeing u all again this time around. Yeah!

I especially miss everyone of u during xmas. Each and every one dat I know. Images after images of the past appear. Things we did. Things we said. Things we played. Things we laughed at. Everything!

Segarians will alwiz be close to my heart. No matter wer u guys are now. No matter wat have u all become. U all will still be those dat I knew. My dear childhood frenz. I love u all for who u all are.

Got a xmas card from lin jie today. Boy, was it full of words. Cheung hei betul. It made me laughed. It touched me. And for dat few minutes or so, yeah, I missed u. I missed u all....my one and only 'family'...Irreplaceable..


Dear Santa,
Can you hear me? Underneath my xmas tree, all I want is one thing...
I'll be waiting here...Dat's my only wish this year...