I am indeed slim...

Scene 1(In the elevator)I entered MM's elevator and saw this middle aged lady inside. The door closed and it was just the 2 of us heading down to the ground floor. Lady: "How did you managed to keep fit?"Me: "Huh? (surprised to hear that coming from a stranger and not expecting that she would actually talk to me. You know la, ppl don't usually talk to unknown ppl in elevators.)Lady: "I meant your...

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The little getaway

I am beginnng to love hanging out at Starbucks in the middle of the night with a cup of ice-blended cappucino. Just sitting out there with a few people, along with real chilling breezes covering you up. It is just totally unforgetable. You sipped your coffee slowly. Cramped around a small table. Catching up on stuffs that you left out. On and off, you feel the cold wind in your face. And a twinkling...

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Ups and downs

I picked up my empty bottle, opened the room door, and walked towards the pantry to have it refilled. "Dik, ambik botol pergi mana?" I continued walking. It was quite a distance later when I stopped and realised that someone was actually talking to me. Coz I was the only one around with a bottle in my hand. I turned back and saw the tea lady smiling at me. It took me a moment to realise that I had...

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Will this be the end?

I no longer have the strength. I no longer have the will. I have been putting up with this for far too long. I gave too many excuses to myself to hang on. But came midnight a few moments ago that everything went tumbling down. I lost myself. I lost all the branches I need to hold on to. I fell straight into nothing. I didn't see the light. I didn't see the arm. I had once thought of ending everything...

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Conflict of interests

Caught between myself. Between work and play. Between family and friends. Between me.....and me.I would like to have time for everyone and everything...even for myself. I live on the principle that there will not be another today. I intend to make full use of it. Even though I might not know what will happen in the future, I do hope that it won't be one with me regretting back on life for certain...

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Siapa?

"Siapa? 是你吗? 到底谁会疼爱我啦? 为什么我一个? Mengapa? Dimana? 是否爱会存在的啊? Siapa disana?"I fell in love with this from the very first time I heard it. I have been playing it every single day. Again and again. People around me are getting fed up of it. But I find it very meaningful. The music is beautiful. Especially the chorus part here. That is if you read chinese. It's from a local artiste. A talented one, I would...

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The 15th

Full moon. The last day. CNY has finally come to its end. Last night. A lot of fun. A lot of food. A lot of booze. A lot of noise. A lot of talks. A lot of craps. A lot of drunks. A lot of video-ings. A lot of games. A lot of laughters. A lot of people. Late. Tiring. But fun.You guys are amusing....

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