I quote...

Jay kor, I don't know where did you get this line from, but it happens to fit so well with my current situation :"Do not let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in theirs"Yea. I know I'm just an option. One out of the many. One out of the million choices. I just don't get it why do I have to be so dumb to take it so hard on some people. To hope so much. To expect so...

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Heart or mind?

Not being myself lately. Caught in between alot of thoughts again. My heart pointed to one direction. My mind led me to another way. And my actions went back and forth till I reached a path which I regretted on taking. Great. As I sat thinking today, I wondered what have I done in the past week or so. A mess. I made a mess of myself. And I gave some people a false impression of me. Now I'm going to...

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Of friendship and love

If you were given a choice between friendship and relationship, which would you choose? The person that you like deeply is your friend. Another friend of yours is going after the person that you like. The person that you like, likes neither of you but another one of your friend. And in the mean time, another friend tries to get your attention. What would you do? Would you be willing to sacrifice your...

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"My" little forest

Know the little forest in front of my place? The one that's been there for the past 20 years? The one with trees and shrubs and small creatures? Yea. The little forest will no longer be there anymore. Thanks to modernization and urban development. The local city council has plans to build some kind of a park there. You know, taman kanak-kanak of some sort. Great. Now instead of waking up to chirping...

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The Pain of One Season

(Got this of friendster's bulletin. Something to share. Something to ponder....)There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away.The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they...

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Sleepless night

Did something not done before. Staying up ALL night. From dusk till dawn. Went for dinner. Went for a drink after that. As usual, the decision of the drink came after numerous suggestions... to Genting, to CC, to Redbox, to Galaxy, to mamak, to the Curve etc etc. By the time the conclusion was reached, it was not that early anymore. The later into the night, the better. We went for it. Was suppose...

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