Goodbye 2008

It's the end of the year, once more. Thought that I'd pen down one last entry before I sign the year off. I could still remember how I started the year. It was a drink with a friend of mine at a nearby cafe. And then I had to work on new year's day. Going on, the year has its share of ups and downs. Happy moments. Unhappy moments.People came. People left. In a flash, the year went by. For each year,...

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Congratulations Sharon!

My 'twin' is finally married!After so many years with her beau, they are finally, officially together.Her story is a happily-ever-after one. Stable. Tolerant. Caring. Loving. Sharing. She found the perfect man and he found the perfect woman. Perfect!She looked so entirely different last Saturday. "Is that really her?" Walking into the dinner hall, holding onto her husband's arms...and all smiles....

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Car accident...again...

Either it's pure bad luck or I'm just a lousy driver. I know what is running through your mind. I am a lousy driver. There I admitted. Hah.I was reversing to park my car. Didn't notice the Harrier at the back. My censor didn't work. Bang! I broke my tail light and the Harrier was scratched. Gosh. Scared the hell out of me. I was so at fault. Got down to check out the damage. The owner literally came...

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Euphoria - Ministry of Sound

This year's Christmas was spent with my close friends again. This time, it was down to the clubs. Actually it was more like for Vannie's hen's night. So, there we were at Euphoria, 13 of us, 6 bottles of Chivas and tonnes of fun.I have never been in to Euphoria. Well, it gave me quite a good experience. The decos are good. The dance floor is spacious enough. The seats are comfortable enough. The patrons...

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If you only knew...

All these years, I have been wondering why,Upon realization, I let out a sigh, It was never a lie,Only, that part of me have been too blind. It wouldn't have been the same, If I had played your game, Now, I have no one else to blame,But myself for being so 'insane'.How I always wish I could only turn back time, To the days when we were in our prime,Where I'd act on your sign,And I'd be yours and you'd...

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Naive

It's a big big world. Things are always not what it seems to be. Even if you've been nicely treated. Even if you've benefitted. You will not know what is lurking under the masks' of people around you. Not until it's too late.Nothing in this life is free. Happiness comes at a cost. Depending on the way you see it. No where is truly safe for your standing. Definitely not out on the streets, not even...

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The call

Certain people give a soothing effect. A certain calmness. No matter what is it that they say. Be it some advice or just some mere crap. Certain people just have that aura. Part of their personality. Part of who they are. It feels safe to just listen to what they have to say. I made a call today. It lasted for like 5 minutes. But it does feel good thereafter. That tone.... It felt safe. It managed...

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Work hard, played harder

This is by far the crappiest team I've ever worked with.We stayed back at the client's after working hours. Only, we weren't working. Guess what? We played computer games!All 6 of us. Hogging over the VT's laptop, having fun over "spot the difference". Our 'discussions' and laughters apparently brought the attention of the clients walking past. They gave us curious glances. "Shut that door." There,...

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Please wake me up....

The past few days have been dreamlike. Clouded. Misted. Blurred. And my head, well, it was not where it was supposed to be. “Someone please ‘wake’ me up…”Been doing a lot of starring lately. Starring at the wall. Starring at the table. Starring at the ceiling. Starring at the computer screen. Starring at the mug. Starring out of the window. Starring into space. Starring into nothing. Just starring....

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Hypnotized

Unknown track. Unknown composer. Unknown source.Got it off the net, mistaken for something else. And then, I found myself drawn to it, as if being pulled by a gigantic magnet. It's instrumental. It's piano. It's smooth. It's slow. It's soothing. It's romantic. It's waiting for something to happen. It's trying to say something, but the words were unspoken. It's dangerous. It's mysterious. It's hypnotic....

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Obssession

This fantasy. This story. This imagination.I have this something in my head. It won't go away. It's been there for awhile now. They say Pisceans are dreamers. They are so true. It's in my head before bed. It's there when I wake up. It's there when I'm on the road. It's there when I work. It's there when I eat. It's there when I'm in the showers. It's there even though I'm in the company of others....

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