Forget about it!

You know what, the problem with me, if something happened or being said, it stays intact in my head. Anything at all. Be it something good or not so good. And this thing have been in my head for a week now. It kills me not being able to know what did it actually mean. It kills me even more when I just let it be. I know you told me not to worry about it. I know you told me to just let it go. I know you told me to wait for further notice. Heck, maybe I shoudn't even wait for further notice. But it keeps running in my head. And I can't get it off! Arghhh! Every night when I sleep, it just keeps coming back. What's the big deal about it anyway? It's not such a big deal. It happens all the time. It's society's norm. It's never such a big deal. So, why am I making all the fuss about it? I am matured enough to handle it. Why can't I just forget about it and assume it never did happened? But it did happened. As far as I thought that I was dreaming, I wasn't. Or was I? Beacause if I was, then maybe I don't really want to wake up? It's just too good to be true. Or am I just lying to myself? It has to be. Gosh! I need to lay this all off. It's driving me insane!

Forget about it. Forget about it. Forget about it. Forget about it. Forget about it. Forget about it. Forget about it.