I thought I have outgrown them.
I should be more composed, more rational, more matured.
But these are not me. I realised, in doing so, I've become so much more agitated. I've become so much more hot tempered. I've become so miserable.
Why the hell did I choose to be someone not me?
I would be so much more happier being that rebelious, self-centred brat that I used to be. Who cares what...