Friends

You'd be miserable with or without them.

Yeap. And they have a wierd way of messing up your life.

On the days when you needed them so much, when you were feeling lonely, when you needed someone to be there or someone just to listen, they were no where to be found. Calls get unanswered. Messages unreplied. And outings get rejected. You end up being more depressed than ever and wondered what good does it bring by having so many friends.

Then on the days when you needed time to be on your own, just to rest or to do some personal stuffs, your phone never stops ringing. From friends every where. Some party some where. Some catch up later. Some yamcha after that. Then movie the next morning. Or shopping the next afternoon. Then dinner again. Then another party comes by. All from different group of friends. And when you are too busy entertaining this group that you somehow or rather left out the other group, they'll start to call and ask why haven't you been calling lately? Why have you changed? Why don't you want to hang out with the group any more?

Do you get what I mean now? Life sure is isn't simple.