I made her cry

I had never cried because of someone else and never has anyone else cried because of me. Yesterday was the first time ever that someone shed a tear because of what I did.

I was both mad and disappointed at what she said to me. The week had been crazy and the least I expected was this coming from her. "So, you gave her a piece of your mind?" "No. I gave her the cold shoulder the entire day." "Wow...that's even worse." I ignored her messages. I ignored her texts. I ignored her apologies. I ignored her presence. The mental torture I inflicted on her was too much for her to bear that in the end she broke down.

She's this person that has been there whenever I needed someone lately. She's this person that tried every way to cheer me up when times are bad. And yet this was how I repay her for all that she has done to me. I finally talked to her at the end of the day. She couldn't bear to look me in the eye without crying further.

I left her numerous messages after that. She replied after mid night. Out of all the long texts we exchanged, this particular line stayed in me, "Please don't ignore me....." I felt really bad. I told her to forget about it. I know she won't be able to. I know the incident has a left a mark on her. And there's nothing I can do to turn back time.....