Merdeka Eve

this is gonna be harsh...and i guess it'll hurt...got a call to celebrate our independence day...after taking in all the neccesary concerns, i decided to turn up... i was trying to give it another shot...to see if things will turn better...i headed out to pyramid after work only to get stuck in an hr of jam...all along the way, i kept thinking that it will be worthy to get in touch with them...but...

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Shattered

damn!....i've juz felt good about myself...beginning to see things in a more positive way...not to worry too much... do the things dat i felt like doing...call the ppl i felt like calling...juz be myself and carry on with life....and be contented with it...and then out came this word from my senior and the whole beautiful scenario above shattered in a matter of minutes...damn! i shudnt have listened...

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Days...Juz like dat

second by second...minute by minute...hour by hour...day by day...week by week...wud wait for friday each passing week....reason? wud b d same as most ppl...no work the next day!...i get to bring out the kid in me....yayyy!!! be relieved of all the troubles at work...no manager to report to....no issues to think about...no worksheets to stare at....nothing...juz me, myself and my 2 off days....all...

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Life as u want it to be

( I actually got these quotes of someone else's blog...they are actually very logical and motivating...juz tot dat i'd put them up to remind myself of how to handle life when times are not too good...)Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results.Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it. Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated. Your today is the...

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Got 'scolded'

got a word from a close friend....she sort of 'scolded' me for 'talking' to the screen more often than to ppl dat cud actually gimme feedbacks to my recent upset-ness....yah, she's d only one dat cud hit u hard in the face..for ur own good...and im glad...lolz....dun worry dear, i will one day spill everything to u all, when there are not so many around...hahahaha...i've finally come to my senses....be...

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Loneliness

i read jaesy's blog and one of her recent entries was about loneliness....she came upon this research article dat says loneliness is actually a normal feeling, with most youngsters experiencing it during their college/university years..according to dat research, there's actually nothing wrong with urself if u do feel lonely off and on...it's one of society's norms...i was kinda relieved after reading...

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Family

alot of dissatisfactions...financial issues...not the same situation anymore...times are getting harder... alot of sighs...alot of worries...worry for all the 'wat ifs'.... i no longer can return home with a care free feeling... i can no longer go home knowing dat mum n dad will take care of everything...i dread going home now... i seem to have to deal with lots of things dat i wanna avoid... they...

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Traffic

Malaysian roads...sigh!...it's the same every wer...no matter wat street, wat highway, wat lorong... they oni have one thing in common...jams! jams! and forever more jams!i cant seem to understand why izzit happening..there were no accidents, no floods, no fallen trees, no dead stray animals, no holes, no stalled vehicles obstructing the lanes...nothing at all! and yet it's very very common to see...

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Patrotism

the month of kemerdekaan...yay! lets celebrate our indepedance....am proud of one thing in our country...alot of very 'semangat' ppl.....was on my way home juz now...n out came this car zooming very fast from behind...juz a usual proton iswara... but u'll surely wont miss it....n i really take my hat off to the owner...he had a QUARTER of a FLAG POLE bearing the 'jalur gemilang' on d car top...or...

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Coffee Bean @ 3

a mutual fren once adviced me to have some personal time for myself at coffee bean...juz to relax and enjoy the environment....i took the advice and got wat he meant...today's one of the exceptional days dat im off real early..and i didnt wanna head home juz yet...and since coffee bean is around the corner, i decided to try having coffee by myself....it was slightly crowded but no queue at the counter....i...

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Mesmerising

wat izzit, u wanted to know? well...it's juz the moon... :)was working late tonite...the sun was already setting by the time i hit the freeway... i looked up and there it was...white, round, big and real bright...one big dot against the dark starless sky...lighting up the space surrounding it....even the clouds gave way to it...not the usual moon u see every other day...u definitely wont miss it if...

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Pissed.....

at myself! i dunno whether to call myself too kind..too foolish or juz darn easy going... numerous times have ppl ask me for favours... and if it's within my ability, i'll reluctantly say "yes"... no matter how disadvantaged it was to me...or how unwilling i am...and i dun get anything in return except for dat so slamba "thank u".. not dat i expect something in return anyway...im caught in between...

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No longer here...

got a shocking news a few days ago....coming next cny, i will not be able to see my aunt anymore...she had passed away....n the last time i saw her was during last cny...she had been happy then....altho we were not really very close, she was still family...im surely gonna miss her.... after all, ive been seeing her for all the past cny... wud feel wierd without her around....im no longer a kid..n...

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Continuation

so i switched over from friendster....more closed up here.... more exposed there....hahahha... okay...lets get start...

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