Shattered

damn!....i've juz felt good about myself...beginning to see things in a more positive way...not to worry too much... do the things dat i felt like doing...call the ppl i felt like calling...juz be myself and carry on with life....and be contented with it...

and then out came this word from my senior and the whole beautiful scenario above shattered in a matter of minutes...damn! i shudnt have listened to wat he was saying...but i was being a busybody...he HAD to keep reminding us dat an auditor's job is a crap profession...with no dignity and freedom...wer no one client is appreciative of ur efforts...and dat the managers keep rushing u for deadlines... u work round the clock and no one gives a hoot about u....gosh! i really did wanna noe y did he stayed on then...he complains, complains, complains...and i was real sick about it....in the end i ignored him...but not really everything he said...

so here i am....still thinking if wat he said was really true...or was he being pessimistic? he really brought down my mood ...y did he have to make everyone frown?...ish!!! and im stuck working with him for the next few weeks...die la liddat...stress betul being around him...y cant some ppl see things in a more positive light? wat's the meaning of life liddat?

hmm...yah, ive finally found a way to light up my spirits when im down...meet ppl! dun care if it's a close fren or juz a hi-bye one....dun care if it's a pre-arrangement gathering or one out of coincidence...i juz need to see familiar faces...even juz for dat few minutes... u never noe wat effect it will have on me... so ppl, if u ever see my name appearing on ur cell's screen...please do come out alrite? ur in need!