Every little thing counts

I need a hug...I need reassurance that everything is fine...I need to know that I am not screwing things up...I need to know that I am not a failure...I need to know that I didn't disappointed people...I need to know if I made the right judgement...I need to know if it's all worth it....I seriously need a hug...Please don't make it worst than it already is, all rig...

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I'm not pyschotic!

A little clear up on me being a pyschotic senior. As what the whole world knows through my Facebook, I was making my junior work till 4 in the morning. The truth is, yes, the junior was with me at that hour, but, we were not working. And it wasn't me either who posted that line up on my profile. Man, was I being so misunderstood!I was actually at home, in fact. This junior came ringing my doorbell...

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Sayang sayang

C'mon! Surely everyone wants to be disayang. It can come in many forms. But no matter what form it is, it never fails to tickle the heart. It never fails to bring out some warmth. It never fails to make you feel special.So keep the love going on out there and sayang back those that sayang you. It's a pretty good feeling. It'll make your d...

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The biggest joke ever

This girl called me at late last night, in a very anxious tone."Ehhh...how?? My purse is with A.""Huh? Why is your purse with her?""I told her to keep it while at the movies just now. I forgot to take it back.""HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAAA......."'I got no IC and no licence now. How?""AHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAA......."I couldn't stop laughing since. I'm mean. I'm real mean. I was still laughing when...

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My team

As what I told one of them, I am going to miss this year's team. Even before the job is over, I know I will definitely miss them. Miss them for all the fun we had. Miss them for all the outings. For all the discussions. For all the arguments. For all the late nights. For all the crappiness. For all the MSNs and Facebooks. For all the pictures. We started out as strangers 2 months back. But now, we...

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I don't like this...

I don't like people to leave...I don't like to miss them...I don't like to know that it won't be the same again...I don't like to look back and wished that they are still here...I don't like to look at pictures and bring up memories...I don't like to miss the laughters and the time spent together...I don't like the answer to "Why did you have to go?"...I don't like to think about how are they doing...I...

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Working weekends

If you'd be in my line long enough, your mind would keep asking if working on weekends is appropriate.If you don't work, you'll never meet that ridiculous deadline and not only your boss would come after you, your clients would be literally yelling at you everyday.But if you do work on weekends, you'd wonder if it's worth to sacrifice your time and your loved ones over something which might not be...

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One pampered day

It's nice to be pampered for one day. Yea, just one day.I was slouched on the arm chair. Listening to my favourite songs. With my legs curled up. A cup of hot white coffee by the side. People talking all around the room. A junior beside me, fixing something that went wrong on my screen. Another junior got me breakfast. Another one carried my stacks of files down to the car. Another one 'threw' me...

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Purposes

Today, I wonder...about purposes.Purpose. Purpose. Purpose. Does everything being done serves any purpose? Do you have a purpose? Does one actually knows their purposes? Does one understands their purposes? Does one meets their purposes? Are their purposes worth it? Has one diverted from their purposes? Just what the hell are my purpos...

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Kids at work

And what do you get? Chaos!That's my current team. Grown up 'kids' at work. Not a day passes without teasings and laughters. You should take a look at the meeting room that we are in. The table can hardly be seen, covered with laptops, pencil cases, loose papers, cables, charges, bottles. The floor is covered with our bags, trash, files, stacks of papers and boxes. Have you seen kids fight for space?...

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