I'm being misunderstood!

Heard something shocking today. Actually, I've been asked something shocking. Seems like rumours have been going around. In office! My manager and my seniors had to come up to my face for clarifications. I was like "What the hell?" "How come you people are telling me things about myself that even I have no idea about?" They were all over me with, "Is it true that....?" "I heard from this particular...

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Christmas 2007

It was a real cold Christmas this year. First it was raining, and it had to rain on the eve where we planned to celebrate it in Genting Highlands. You guys got what you wanted. My peps have been talking about going to Genting for as long as I can remember. Even though we've been there for like a zillion times already. So, with colourful lights, eye-catching decos, hundreds of people, freezingly cold...

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My Only Wish This Year

One catchy song. One that I've been playing all the time. Well, it is the only Christmas song that matches me all these years. And my wish never did came true. Listen to it and you'll know. Enjoy the song! ...

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Loner

I try not to think of myself as one. But sometimes, it's very hard not too when you don't have someone to call your own. People around have been telling me, " Aiseh, you don't need one now. You're still young. Opportunities will come your way. After all, you have friends around you. They can fill your time. You should be contented."Yea. There are friends around. Some might think that I have a lot...

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REC Industrial Update

It was actually a training la. Only the name sounds abit canggih. Industry update. It is an annual thing done by the managers in my department to update us on the recent chnages in FRSs and some other things that we should know for the upcoming peak for audit firms. This year's industry update was held at the KGPA. To be honest, training was only done for the first half of the day. It was so brief...

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Annual Dinner and Dance 2007

There was no rush this year. No rain. Everything was well planned from the start right till the end. From attire, to make up, to transportation to post ADD events.Held at the Shangri-La Hotel again, this year was my second participation. And it sure was better than last year. The theme set was "Colours of Malaysia : Celebrating 50 years of Independence". As usual, we didn't dressed to the theme. My...

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So, I'll see you around...

I took my car to the car wash earlier and while I was waiting for my 'baby' to be done, I got engaged in a conversation with this fella there. He was driving a Myvi as well, so we came to talk about Myvi cars. Heck! What do I know about cars right? I am not interested in how they work. So long as they are able to get me to where I wanted to go in one piece, I'm fine with it. Yea, you could say that...

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Thank God I found "you"

Hah! Remember these? Shots from where we first met to some of the high points of our friendship? This video was a courtesy of Pa, which I found hidden beneath all my files and folders of my previous computer. Still intact though.It was not that long ago when Pa said this, "When you look back at this video 10 years down the road, you will definitely miss all those times we had together. And there won't...

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Mood revived

Something good happened today. Something that brought my mood back to its usual state. A friend had called for a casual chat. Another friend made plans for a coming outing. Cracked some real stupid jokes with my colleagues. Gossipped with another one of them. Laughter is the best medicine.I'm not really very hard to satisfy, am I? Little day-to-day happenings can sometimes brightened up my life....

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Gloomy

The weather has been gloomy this morning. I woke up to a dark sky. The same goes for my mood. Yea. Something has been bothering me. Or should I say "alot of things". And if you asked me specifically what, I can't answer you. What had triggered it?, someone close asked. I honestly can't tell you either. A little bit of this. A little bit of that. They get all mixed up inside me, transformed into this...

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Now you have it, now you don't

People contradict themselves at times. It happens to everyone at some point in time or the other. Life can be very routine. You do the same type of work. You meet with the same colleagues. You hang out with the same friends. You buy the same groceries. You attend the same functions. You drive through the same route. You eat the same meals. Day in, day out. And after a while, you'd dread the things...

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A wild bird in an open cage

Yea. That would be me. The wild bird. A friend got me that. Woo...Whooo... I never thought that I was the wild type. Define "wild"? Am I really?Just because I was home watching some tv on a Saturday night that I got called as a "wild bird which couldn't spread its wings when the cage door was left open". Nice. Firstly, I don't fly. And second, I'm certainly not caged.A little late night hanging-outs....

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A recent conversation.......

A: It's definitely dumb to be a good person, so why bother?B: Gosh, who mistreated the good person in you?A: Erm, myself?B: So are you planning to be cruel now instead?A: At least I won't feel so foolish then...B: Sigh! It's this character of yours that makes this world a better place. The world is happier with good people like you around...A: Gee, I'm going to check the quotes website to see if you...

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A week's break!

Just a week. Some say that it's a lot. I would think that it's nothing comparable to a whole month some people are getting. Anyway, don't be jealous. I will be so packed with work when I get back in next week. So please don't kacau me with work now.How do I plan my week long holiday? Nothing much actually. Getting some personal stuff done. Catch up with friends. Indulge in my long-left-aside novel....

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Simple pleasures

I'm a very simple person. Little things in everyday life can give me great pleasures. Last Sunday was spent at the Pyramid. Dia's birthday celebration. There were no other plans after that. And so, the few of us hung around the mall for 3 hours with no purpose in mind. True lepaking! Haha! Well, there was a purpose la. We were to buy Dia's gift. But most of the time we were memang lepaking.Standing...

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The biasness in everything

Life is unfair. No one ever said that it is not. In everything to be done, in every action to be taken, in every decision to be made, in every words to be said, there would be an element of biasness. No one is of the exception. Not your family, not your friends, not your colleagues, not your boss, definitely not a stranger and not even your own self. No matter how often you lied to yourself by saying...

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Friends with benefits

Ever heard about Friends with Benefits? I first heard about it through One Tree Hill. I forgot which episode was it in already. It was an album set up by Peyton and her biological mum Ellie for the cause of breast cancer. Supposedly to raise fund for it. Ellie died not long later bacause of the cancer. From what I presumed, 'friends with benefits' in this context would mean that...

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Contradictions

Some poeple have either no idea what they are saying or no idea what they are thinking. Or maybe their brains some how or rather doesn't connect to their mouths in a proper manner. Cause what they think and what they say are absolutely two different things. And they give total confusions to those who tried to interpret them. In the end, I'd say, just give up la.Some one has warned me, time after time,...

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"Look Out Point"

Just finished some reading and I suddenly thought about the place where I went with my colleagues a few days back. Can't resist the urge to blog about it. It is some where in Ulu Langat. Can't really remember the way to get there as it was at night and while I was busy chatting in the car, I sort of lost track of the directions there. Maklumlah, I wasn't the one behind the wheels then. All I know...

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"Heated" up!

You know what? Some people are either being plain childish or they are just being plain dumbos which I no longer want to entertain. I can be a very friendly person to joke around and to follow with the flow with what ever decision that has been made. But if you take advantage of that and think that I'm easy to mess with, boy you can be so damn wrong.I don't know what's with all the fuss about me getting...

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Jogoya

HK came up with this idea of going for Japanese food for his birthday. Or maybe it wasn't him. Forgotten who actually suggested it but I was kind of reluctant to go with the flow initially. Maklumlah, this Jogoya thing costs about 100 bucks per person and I got like a few birthdays to celebrate this month. Futhermore, did a few shopping sprees and some unexpected expenses came up..hah...financially...

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Friends

You'd be miserable with or without them.Yeap. And they have a wierd way of messing up your life. On the days when you needed them so much, when you were feeling lonely, when you needed someone to be there or someone just to listen, they were no where to be found. Calls get unanswered. Messages unreplied. And outings get rejected. You end up being more depressed than ever and wondered what good does...

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Another total madness

Went for another trip down to Malacca today. Yes. Another time. Shocked the hell out of my parents and a few of my colleagues. "What? You are going there again? You memang chill la, friend"...Hah. This was not a sudden decision. The trip has been planned a month ago I guess. Someone got to know about some free tickets to Dusun Paradise - an orchard full of all kinds of fruits. And we get to eat them...

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Taiping/Penang trip - Part III - The stuffs we captured

Here's what we did on the trip. For those who couldn't imagine what I wrote previously, maybe the pictures might help.Have fun!...

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Taiping/Penang trip - Part II - The 'games' we play

Yups. That's what trips are for. To have tonnes of fun. And we certainly did. Although with little bumps along the way. So, we went in 3 cars. All 10 of us. I guess the whole department would have already known. No matter how hard we tried to keep it hushed. Cause all of a sudden a whole bunch of people took leaves on weekdays. Prompted their curiosities la. So, we headed to Taiping on the first day...

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Taiping/Penang trip - Part I - Food

The trip worked out. Without much 'casualties'. And all participants showed up. 4 days 3 nights. 10 persons. 3 cars. It's too long to write in detail every single thing we did, so for the first part, I'll talk about the main purpose we went up north. FOOD of course. What else could Penang be famous for right?So, here goes.Nam Heong coffee shop in Ipoh - I seriosuly have no idea what this place is...

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Up high...

I'm currently on the highest level in my office building. In a huge meeting room with dim lights and nice couches. The blinds are all up and I get a clear night view of the Damansara residential area. The street lights of some highway far away. The lights from the huge houses below. The car lights passing by. Soft jazz music playing from my laptop. And I'm obvoiusly not working la. Waiting to go home...

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Trip blues

Never have I gone for a trip that's so confusing, so frustrating and so irritating as this one. And it's just the planning stage. We had more than 10 persons for the Malacca trip with my pals and there was no such trouble. Now this with less than 10 people and it's already getting on to the nerves of almost everyone. First there's this uncertainty of attendance from a few of the participants. Guess...

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Happy tang lung festival

Mid-autumn festival this year was really spent with family and friends. I had voluntarily agreed to offer my place for the celebration this year with my friends. Since all of them were restless and looking for plans for Saturday night. So Piggy came up with this idea that we should play 'tang lung' at MY house. And I said yes.And it is with this 'yes' that I made ALL preparations by myself. Okay....

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Quote

"Who doesn't long for someone to hold,Someone who knows how to love you without being told,Somebody please tell me why am I on my own,If there's a soulmate for everyone...."Nah. I didn't pen those. Got it of a friendster's comment. But it works for ...

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I'm beginning to find it interesting to work in office...

Alright. I'm back. Been busy with work the past weeks that I don't even have time for myself, let alone blog.Life has been quite happening lately. I'm beginning to like working in office. Not that I'm workaholic, but rather I have friends around who work along with me. People of similar age, people who speaks the same kind of 'language'....people who clicks. Wanna know what we usually do? I'll let...

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"Dream" came true...

Was out to the movies with my little bloop one evening. We were too bored and decided to just buy the tickets to the next available screening for that night. It turned to be a romantic movie. Yea, all right. It was Jay Chow's "Secret".The cinema was empty when we walked in. Obviously la. Since it was weekday and the movie has been on screen for quite a while now. A few minutes later, a young couple...

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All mixed-up

No idea what my mind wants me to do. No idea what my heart wants me to do. Been wondering what I really want to do. Or whether it's the right thing to do. Or whether I should do the things that I want to do. After finally getting a clear picture that I should do the things that I want to do, my actions don't quite coincide with my decisions. I end up doing things that I don't mean to do in the first...

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Totally worn out

That would be me. After going through one crazy, mad and rush week. Stressed. Lack of sleep. And emotionally unstable.Been leaving work around 12 to 1 am for every night the past week due to a rush job that I was involved in. Not only that, I have to be up around 6 everyday for training. That left me around 4 to 5 hours of sleep every night. It was a consolation that I had some of my gang around to...

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Fireworks

I ditched my team in office and went out to Putrajaya to catch the fireworks display while they were working their heads off to meet the deadline in the coming week. What a 'team player' I turned out to be. No doubt, had been feeling guilty about it but I definitely didn't regret doing so. Hah! Yea. I was glad I went.The display was really breathtaking. With team Italy on the line last night. The...

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Feeling contented

Too many times that we look at things that we didn't own that we fail to see the things that we actually do. I have been foolish. I have been looking at my misfortunes so much that I fail to realise the riches that I have. Until something snapped in me that I should feel contented. Indeed I should. When I compare myself to some others, yea, I definitely should feel contented. Well, I don't deny that...

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Disappointments

When your hopes and expectations and desires are failed, that's the worst feeling that you could get. Especially when it comes from someone that mattered a lot. Some one close. It's bad enough to be disappointed, it'll be far worst if you're the one disappointing others. When some one puts faith and hope in you, the last thing you'd want to do is to crush them all. I guess you won't have the heart...

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Rush job

Just look at the clock. Yeap. 3 am. On a Friday morning. Guess what? I am still in office. Lets just say that I am going to hit working 24 hours in a day. What am I still doing here? Well, rush job. Big boss wants to see the results when the sky brightens eventually. Surprisingly, I can still manage to work out my part well enough. Even though I'm practically stoned at the moment. Seeing stars already....

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Nail biting (again!!!)

If you look at my nails, they are all gone again. Yea, I'm back to my nail bitting habit. I actually got out of it for quite some time now, but it came back when I have too much on my mind. Even the suggested solution of polishing them failed in its purpose to prevent me from doing so.Work could be part of the reason. Too much responsibilities, too little time, too little knowledge, too much expectations....

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The Pirates of Loo Moot

That's the theme of our group trip this year. Which was exactly 2 weeks ago. At the Swiss Garden Damai Laut Resort, Lumut. I've finally compiled all relevant pictures taken. Just for the record.What was supposingly to be a relaxing vacation turned out to be a real exhausting one.I mean, this was suppose to be the time for us to take a break from work and just ease ourselves. But...

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Dumb & dumberer

Dumb. Fool. Naive. Stupid. Dolt. What ever you wish to call it. It doesn't matter. It portrays the same meaning anyway. That would be me when I woke up 2 hours earlier.Often people would comment on how lucky I am to have a large group of friends. Close friends that you'll feel comfortable doing all kinds of silly silly stuffs together. Hanging on the cell for 4 hours straight. Staying up all through...

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A nite of Dome...

Saturday night. Bored. Shouldn't be at home. Hehe. So I grabbed Mich and got her out. Went down to BB. Saje to enjoy the people and the lights. Decided on Dome and there were we. Fooled with the camera and came up with the following. Nah. No extreme shots. Too many guys around. Need to jaga image abit la. Haha! People were already looking anyway. Since we memang pun didn't take...

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A stupid mistake

Not exactly a mistake actually. The title should read, "A stupid reckoning". Yea. As with my previous entry, I was taken too into my pride. Well, today, for once I thought, maybe I should let go a little and do some things that my heart tells me to.And I went for it. With a little expectation, I was in high hopes. When it materialised, I was sort of glad. I was skipping with joy while trying to maintain...

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Pride?

Is that what is in me now? Pride? That something that's holding me back all this while? There are some things that I would so like to do. There are some people that I would so like to see. There are some people that I would so like to call. There are some people that I would so like to disturb. To hang out. To have fun. To be in the company. But, pride. This whole big pride thing forcing me to think...

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