Fortune teller

i know, i know. i mentioned before dat i dun believe in stuffs like this. i only believe in myself. ceh.

but, anyway, out of curiosity, i went to see this fella. thru all my frens who've visited him, they claimed dat he's good. very good. accurate. so i was there at his stall this afternoon. no. yesterday afternoon. since it's past 12 now.

he's this rather plump man, around early forties. his stall is situated in the middle of a mall and is full of crystal peripherals. bracelets. pendants. ornaments. accesories etc etc. he wud be standing there in the middle reading ppl's palms. and they are all chinese ppl. chinese aunties to be exact. chinese aunties who really believed in him. religious ppl i wud say. we actually had to line up to see him. get a number and wait. wait till he's done with those dat came before us. alrite, so we waited. for 3 whole hours.

my turn finally. braced myself for the worst. and true enuf, it was worse than i tot. according to mr fortune teller, i was doomed from birth. to the day i leave this world. im not exagerating. even tho he din really say dat, but it's pretty much the same thing. from my palms, he was able to tell dat : i sucked at relationships ( which explains y im still single up to date ), and even if i did get married, it wont be a 'happily ever after' one.
oh-kay. next, i will have my own business. and i'll only reap the fruits after going thru some hard times. even then, the fruits will only be sweet for a short period of time. oh-kay. i'll be suffering all throughout my life. particularly at old age. oh-kay. i will be full of illness. oh-kay. and i'll eventually put on lots of weight later in life. oh-kay. and my grades are on the average side only. not very outstanding. OH-kay.

sounds like i dun believe everything he said, huh. well, the truth is, i dun even noe if i shud believe him. my life, from his words, is like the worst of the worst. and im still living. i might as well die then. save myself from all those miseries. dat's y i went "okay. alrite. uh-huh." to all dat he has to say. his words doesnt seem to have an effect la. i was not worried and i din go like "oh, no! wat am i to do now?" dat kind of reaction, u noe. maybe i half expected wat he has to say. and im cool about it. i already knew my life wont be as good compared to others. and i dun care. nothing i can do anyway.

but, in the end, i did buy a crystal bracelet from him. a dark purple one which supposely able to change my life for the better. everyone happens to own one and so i tot, y not? it looks nice wat. hehe. either i'll be putting it on as another one of my accesories or im really curious to know if it'll bring some difference to my life. we shall see in due course.